My Indian Love Story – a modern Twin Flame adventure
I met my Twin Flame online in April 2014 through our mutual businesses that were in the same field at that time. We fell in love immediately, he had already seen my picture and felt an instant connection. He told me later ‘You were already special to me from the moment I saw your picture.’
For me it happened during a Skype chat, where I only saw his company logo but what he wrote and the energy I felt coming through – I fell in love with him before I ever saw his face.
When I did see his face, I couldn’t believe how hot he looked. He was exactly the type of guy I felt physically attracted to. He was like a dream come true, utter deep connection mentally, emotionally and spiritually and a gorgeous man to look at.
On our very first personal Skype call we stayed together the whole night, two hours into the call as he came back from checking on his team he said ‘I know this sounds absurd, but this is what I feel. I love you Sabriyé.‘ and then he asked me what I wanted him to be in my life? I needed time to think about that and for three days my world was turned upside down and then I knew for sure that I wanted this man as my husband and I wanted his child.
He was 24 years old at that time, he had fibbed and told me he was 30 to lessen our age gap of more than one decade. When I told him what I wanted him to be to me, it was the happiest day of his life he said. Then he asked me if I really thought it was possible for us to be together? Shortly after that he disappeared without even saying goodbye, he refused to answer my text messages or pick up my calls. Later when we got back in contact he explained to me, that it was not only the happiest day of his life, but also the saddest day because he knew his family would not agree to a marriage with me. He didn’t even need to ask, our age difference and the fact that I had children were unacceptable in his culture.
I decided to go to India and had already manifested all I needed to go, when I called my twin’s and my mutual best friend to tell him the good news that I would be coming. Our friend said ‘I’m sorry Sabriyé, our families came together over the weekend and it has been decided we all have to get married. He has to get married too.‘ I felt like I had been punched in the stomach and called my twin, he picked up immediately and explained to me he couldn’t talk at that moment, but that he would talk to me at night from his office. When I told my twin I had just manifested everything I needed to fly out to him, he nearly fell from his chair in shock. He told me it had been his plan to get everything in order on his end and that he had then wanted to come to me.
We spent most of 2014 and 2015 playing hide & seek
This was in the late summer of 2014 and one of the last times we talked as he fled into an affair with one of the girls from his friends group. In one of our last calls then he tried to say he didn’t love me anymore, his voice broke with emotion and he could hardly get it out of his mouth. He laughed sheepishly and avoided all calls after that. We did attempt to be friends, which was a disaster of superficiality that was unfitting for the profound depth that he and I are, when we are together. By my birthday in February 2015 we finally spoke to each other again and before I knew it my twin was telling me how he could also not stop thinking about me, that he had tried to break off contact in the hope that we would forget each other – but that it hadn’t worked.
Throughout 2015 my twin would run away and then come back and pull me even closer. At one point as I was just about ready to give up, so tired of the push and pull dynamic we had going on. He told me all plans for an arranged marriage had been postponed until a more auspicious time a couple years later. His family are very much into astrology and had his personal chart done. I responded that at least then maybe all this craziness would stop and his voice broke with emotion when he said ‘Honestly, now that I have you in my life I never want to let you go…‘ This trend continued until he made us lovers again at the end of August 2015. I was so happy he was back in my life and that he did love me – something I was absolutely not sure of back then.
At the end of 2015 we were brought together in India
Then out of nowhere the Universe decided that it was time for us to meet in real life for the very first time. Only two weeks later our mutual best friend invited me to come to India for his wedding at the end of November that year. When my twin found out I was coming, he more or less refused to speak to me for three months. I had to get on the plane not knowing what to expect from him when I arrived. I decided I wasn’t going to let a little bit of difficult behavior from his side, ruin the most important meeting in my lifetime. I could either go filled with anger and resentment and f*ck everything up myself, or I could choose for forgiveness and go in with an open mind and an open heart. I chose the latter – ready to face the truth no matter what!
When we finally met at the village of the wedding, we quickly realized that everything we had felt at such a distance – we also felt for each other up close. Under the influence of a special moon for Twin Souls, we talked about a future together as husband and wife. Soon we discovered that as in most Twin Flame relationships we still had some more inner work to do before and they lived happily ever after could become our reality….
As soon as I came home from India, my twin pushed me out of his life refusing to even talk about it. When I finally got him to explain himself he told me he didn’t love me the way that I thought he did and that he did not want a relationship like ours. I knew he was lying, yet I had no choice but to accept that he was going to try one more time to have us forget each other and move on with our lives.
2016 – Our amazing time together was followed by 16 months of separation
2016 was truly the year of our separation, aside from the few texts that went nowhere, we spoke once the day after his birthday. He was really happy to hear my voice, but after he made sure I was fine he ran off again. He let me whisper in his ears (reading all my texts) a couple of weeks longer before blocking me on Viber, because he couldn’t give me what I wanted from him.
Even when his heart wanted nothing more than to be with me and build a life together, his sense of duty and responsibility made him abandon what his heart wanted.
After I came back from India I had a powerful kundalini awakening opening up my psychic abilities. I was given a specific healing and clearing energy to assist the Twin Flame collective in the purging of deeper layered vibrational gunk and sludge from this lifetime and past lifetimes through the Akashic records. I use this energy in the Twin Flame Reunion Journeys with my clients, to help them resolve subconscious blocks and deep karmic patterns that are keeping them out of alignment to Twin Flame union.
The July 2016 phone call with my twin really pushed me into my mission. I had already started Gangsta Goddesses at the beginning of the year, but was now shown to only work with Twin Flames. I used my time of separation well and worked hard on healing myself. In hindsight I can say separation is such a blessed time and that I am so grateful to have healed and grown so much in our time apart.
By October 2016 I was shown that Spirit had used my own journey to teach me all the different aspects of the Twin Flame journey and that I had now reached a place where I was being asked to serve the twin collective. In an Egyptian initiation by Osiris the Divine masculine to his Twin Flame, the Goddess Isis – I was given access to ancient long forgotten secret Twin Flame teachings. The downloads I was getting gave me a deeper understanding of the Twin Flame dynamic and journey.
2017 – Even 16 months of separation and an arranged marriage cannot undue a love that is true
These ancient secret teachings that I have translated to apply to modern day times, I also share with my students in the Align to Your Divine Plan Twin Flame Mastery Program. This is an online program that only Gangsta Goddesses Tribe members have exclusive access to.
By applying these teachings to my own life and journey, my twin and I reconnected April 2017. In that first call my Twin Flame apologized for trying to keep me away from him and confirmed that 16 months of separation had done nothing to diminish his love for me and that he also still wanted a future together even if he was not able to do so at the time, as he had given into the arranged marriage his family had planned for him.
In the My Indian Love Story blogs, you can read more about our personal story throughout the different parts of the journey. Reading our story will help you see that the Twin Flame journey is REAL and not just some romantic fantasy and that doing the work this journey asks of you, does get you past the runner/chaser dynamic, past separation and closer together again.
My Twin Flame and I are currently at the inner union stage of our journey.
You might be out of contact in 3D, but you are always deeply connected in 5D
My twin bought the exact same whiskeys I had wanted to gift him for himself. One two days before his arranged marriage and the other two on his way home from his honeymoon. He had no idea I had bought them for him as a Christmas gift and I had no idea he was to be married the following month in January…
2018 – Coming full circle on the Twin Flame journey & reaching inner union
Mid 2018 I came full-circle on my own journey, which showed me why everything had happened the way it has and had needed to be that way. After another year of the most intense healing to date of my core wounds, subconscious fears and false beliefs – I came to understand that I had been the jailer all along of an imprisonment of my own device.
I could now clearly see how I had mind-f*cked myself all along, it wasn’t done to me, I had done it to myself. Owning my power that I had so willingly given away lifetimes and lifetimes ago, helped me unf*ck myself from the false programming I had been running my life on but that made no sense anymore now that I had seen the truth.
In the process of healing my core wounds I reached inner union. Inner union is not 5D union with the twin, it’s union inside yourself with you. Inner union is releasing the inner division inside of yourself. It’s becoming whole and ONE within.
Shortly after I had reached inner union I spoke to my twin again for the first time in a little over 12 months and he confirmed that all the inner work I had been doing on me, was working through to him…
I pray that reading our Twin Flame story inspires you to keep faith in your own journey and in the unconditional love you and your twin have come to share with the world.
Wishing you magic and miracles on this amazing adventure with your beloved.
Lots of love,